"Staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can't be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain... It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick."

"how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

For norfi. Heres the picture which u cant see with your school com in msn.








Its not a AH BENG car..=.=

Hello all. Been MIA for almost a month again. Well this post is gonna be jus a reminder for all the people out there. It may apply to you it may not. So read on if u feel like it.

Well I guess I just have to say this. Couldn't stand this anymore. As this is a sensitive issue, i would advice that readers read with discretion. So anyone who is reading this, it may be for you and it may not be. 
I'm just pissed that people is treating me like some gold mine or big carrot and expecting me to be keeping tabs for you. If u dunno what's keeping tabs go google it. Personally myself I dun like to owe others money and would only borrow if I really have no other choice. This is understandable for everyone. But the thing is I'll try to return what I borrow or owe as soon as possible as I will have a sense of guilt if I dun return the person. I had enough of all the borrowing and "I'll return as soon as I got my next pay" excuse. Cos for all you know your next pay will be inside your playstation portable or exchanged for movie tickets. I dun wan others to be thinking that I'm some living bank that provide loans 24/7 anywhere you go and clearing your tabs at the bar or your next shopping trip. I'm NOT a credit card.
You may be thinking I have some rich ass parents who will pay for my everything and top up my bank account when it's empty. Well for your info, the money in my bank account all purely comes from my working salary accumulated over the years. And in fact my parents have not deposited a single cent into my account. So if you were to say "my bank account is empty" and all those bullshit, I would tell u to go get a job and stop being picky. Macdonald's pay are at least $3.50 an hour. I save my own money and is it my problem that you dun save for yourself. 
Money is a sensitive thing that may ruin friendship which I do not wish to see happen. So if you are one of them who thinks it's ok to owe someone money as long the person is alive, take my advice as for all you know you may be dead in the eye of the person already.
So please put in your effort to not owe anyone anything as you have no idea how irritating it is to the person.   
I dun wish to go to the extend of seeing cash before getting stuff for you and slashing my card on the money sucking machine.
It won't look good for me to be chasing you for money And definitely won't look good on you so I would let you take it on your conscience to decide.

Hello earthlings.. im back from mars..

been missing for more than a month cos of exams and studies and also my intensive 2 weeks driving lessons..managed to finish all my driving lessons in two weeks time and now awaiting my traffic police test..hopefully i get my license in the first shot..

exams just over and yesterday its swensens ice cream buffet after blaw paper and everyone kind of wasted money eating there except me..HAHA..i think i finished at least 15 balls of ice cream and 4 waffles and 2 cakes..=x..plus ben's fish and chip..i noe i noe..i pig..and then its off to hs house for mahjong..pretty lucky for me yesterday..thought i was losing money but end up the only winner in the table..=x..weilian full time feeder sio..but the speed ar..i swear if he was 3 seconds slower i might throw a tile at him..lol..ok dun sad..with more training and more tuition fees, u(weilian) will excel in the art of mahjong..and then off to the coffeeshop for dinner and off to home for me..

Today morning got a morning call from office and end up no need to go for work..so went back to sleep and mum woke me up to go to work with she and dad..so went to swensens for lunch again and jus spend the whole day with them..

i swear i need to exercise and im really gonna start very very very soon..after this remaining nachos left beside me now which was suppose to be a energy supplement during the exam period..and no more nachos for a month? or maybe 2 weeks..haha..

well gonna go watch some videos in youtube now..bye..

hello ppl..today is a long day for me..woke up early in the morning 7am to prepare to go to bbdc for first driving lesson..it was pretty fun..theory abt car and then drove forward and back and in the circuit and learn to change to second gear..

after that head to sch for lessons and fitness friday..ultimate frisbee today..one of the frisbee had very sharp edges and its like a flying knife..so sink right into my thumb and one piece of skin jus came off like that..some blood and many plasters finally stop bleeding and well..end of ff..

so went to dinner with yiya as i wait for my night driving slot at 10pm..the last slot is like a scam la..same price but 30 minutes lesser time to drive..zzz..well practised the other direction turning and also changing to gear 3..well at least finished half of stage 1 within 1 day..quite satisfied..=)

so thats all for now..gonna sleep soon..tml working day..night..

This is the first time i like to receive a green form.. Previously in sec sch the green forms are meant for u to fill up when u did something wrong in sch..but not anymore..

this green card is gonna let me drive legally on the roads in singapore with a qualified instructor beside me.. (highlight over if u cant see the small prints, if u cant then too bad. ;))


well..gonna read up on stage 1 lessons now..

I got a feeling~ that tonight gonna be a good night. That tonights gonna be a good night.

Well indeed it's a good one. Tml gonna hv my first licensed driving lesson. Haha. I won't say it's my first driving lesson cos learnt outside illegally b4. Well. Morning class. 8am gotta be at bbdc. =) well I should say it's a good thing to cheer up my mood after all these happenings recently. Alright. Rest early tonight. Bye.

now in bcomm2 class..kind of falling asleep..business writing test tml..
big laptop sent for repair yesterday so got to stick back to the small one..
passed bt evalution on tuesday after second attempt. First test failed by 1 mark..second test got full marks..btt next thursday..hopefully can pass den can start practical lessons le..

many things happening around me this few days..not really feeling good so sorry people if i were to stone while u are talking to me..







seems like your life is so much happier without my presence..maybe its time i leave...unless theres a good reason to stay..

hello earthlings..

work as usual today and after work went to meet fp, sh, and steven for durians..someone told me to meet at 6 and i reached the place on time and the person actually reach at 7.30..well done..then we all went to keat hong to find durian and also dinner but there are no more durian left..so dinnered there and henry actually appeared out of nowhere (pretty amazing) and so he joined us to go on a durian hunt..and last resort we decided to try our luck at bangkit and so took the LRT there and true enough we found durian..and so bought 4 boxes and drinks and fries and we head to linjie's house..went there to ask him come out eat cos he said he was busy and we tot he was dotaing but actually theres a party at his place..so the 6 of us went to the roof of the multi storey carpark and enjoy the durian under the moon and STARS..ate till 11 plus den we all decided to leave and i decided to let fate decide..and true enough..theres fate..no cheating..

ok gonna turn in soon..tml going church and then badminton..nights all..

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